New shizz.

Hey Guys!

I have a new blog, that is far more active.

Give me a follow if you're so inclined, and adds on google plus are always appreciated!

Google Plus: Magz Killgore/Bythethroat@hotmail.ca

Blog:

www.youresowarped.blogspot.ca

Thanks!

<3

Snakes!

Haven't been doing TOO much drawing or painting lately because I've been focused on some other things. But here is something recent. I have no idea what it is either, just another subconscious scribble.

As soon as I set this down my cat popped a squat on it and didn't move all day. As much as I love all my drawings I cannot find it within myself to move a sleeping cat. It just seems cruel doesn't it?

Fight tight all the screens, life tearing at the seams

Hello again everyone!
I have a couple new things to show you. Exciting I know.

I've been slightly obsessed with drawing squids lately. Not exactly sure how that came about, but I'm enjoying it anyway.

This was meant to be some sort of practice while I was laying in bed. As soon as I had finished it I realized I really liked it and decided to make it the subject of my next painting.

Obviously this is VERY far from finished but I assume when it IS done it's going to look really great. That being said, I really wish I could get sharpies for free from Michaels. Maybe some day.


Magz

DIAMONDS! DIAMONDS!

Hey folks!
I have a question for all of you..

[OHH GOD NOOOOO!!]

DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES?

SERIOUSLY....Do you?

Well you are in luck my friends.

A very good friend of mine has started a blog. It's a cleverly written horror movie review blog destined to give you a chuckle or two. I suggest you follow. Doing so may result in winning the internetz.

THE GOBLIN EGG HORROR REVIEW

Spiders and Cows and Insanity, Oh My!

I dont even..

I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed.

Just a quick doodle.

Do Goblins Lay Eggs?

Sometimes I wonder what exactly is wrong with me.
These types of conversations don't happen between everyone...do they?

All I know is there are never Goblins with full heads of hair.

The Bitter Truth

Now, I'll admit that I'm a little bitter but IN ALL SERIOUSNESS, I find something wrong with people being all lovey dovey gross on Facebook. This was a good little conversation I had today:

 

The truth hurts.

New Work

I have been trying my hand at acrylic painting lately. I really really enjoy it, helps everything come to life!

I call this guy 'The Eyetopus'. Wasn't that long of a project really but I love how it turned out.

This one was a labor of love. It took me about 2 weeks. It could have been sooner, but hey I'm lazy.

Thats it for now!

Magz

Oh Boy.

Well guys, I've been gone for a bit, not that it matters much. Been doing lots of artsy stuff lately so hopefully I can get that up in the next few days! Blog has also gone through a bit of a revamping as I was not happy with the look of it.




Just glad to be back!

Magz

From the mind of a fucked up teenager PART ONE.

For whatever reason, I decided to go into my giant box of old letters, drawings, and journals. I found a lot of things, read through them and realized how mentally broken I was, well more than now haha. Being a teenager has got to be one of the hardest things in your life for some people. It was for me. I was extremely depressed, and hoped for love or death on a daily basis. My upbringing was not a very loving environment and I realize that now. That being said I find it interesting, the letters I received and the things I wrote or drew. So over the next little bit I'm going to be sharing those on this blog. All I ask is that you read and look at things with little judgement as I am 22 now and most things were received or written between the ages of 13-17.

This letter is from a guy I used to mail back and forth when I was 13-14 ish.

I met him through a mutual friend, but he lived in Ontario.

He loved me, a lot.

I never knew if the feeling would be mutual.

This letter was from my friend Shane. He lived in Ontario as well. 

We met at 13, and he was struggling with the fact that he was gay.

He could not tell his parents, so we talked about things with each other.

I'm sure he eventually told them.

It was pretty obvious, haha.

These are from two sisters I befriended in North Carolina.

We were friends for a while, and I'm kind of sad that we lost touch.

They were both a few years older than me but were originally

from Canada.

Brings back a lot of weird/silly memories.

Until next time.

I'm a Mutha-Fuckin' Monstah.

I am going to see the AWESOME Nekromantix in August. For that I am completely stoked! I can't wait to hear that Rockabilly/Psychobilly craziness, Seriously. On another note, I am pretty burnt. Sent yesterday rafting for two hours, and today went for a giant walk, and sat in the sun pretty much all day. Did I mention I'm a redhead? Yeah lobster. I don't scream in the warm sun though.

I'm also going to go see Mother Mother again on the free Coke stage this year at the Annual Calgary Stampede we have every year. I literally hate it, but I decided since the band line up is so good this year, and I haven't been on amusement park rides for a while that I should go and enjoy myself. I am really trying to take these negative things I think and feel and replace them with something positive. If I ever want to get over any issues I have, I realize now that I need to do this to regain some sort of sanity. It's what I intend to do. I haven't been drinking much, and I've been reading/drawing/taking pictures A LOT. I know I'm feeling better and it's so awesome.

IF YOU HAVE AN INSTAGRAM You should follow me: Bythethroatx, do it, or rabid stuff will eat your brain. Here's some pictures from it because everything is better with pictures:

Until next time!

Poledancing on a Saturday Afternoon

Okay I love this guy, seriously. He's talented-You cannot deny.

So I decided to start going to the gym recently. I have all this rage over a recent break-up where the man in question went psycho and decided to threaten me. Working out is a good way to relieve that anger and stress. I'm still stressed, but whatever. Everyone will see what they're missing when I'm 130 pounds and gorgeous. I'm fucking sore though.

So now I'm a free bird, and my birthday is coming up! July 2nd. Having a nice little party here, it should be awesome. Going to have to work it hard so I can drink a lot of beer on Saturday. BUAHAHA. I guess my guy friends have taken it upon themselves to give me money so they can order the UFC fight. (Happy birthday to me?)

I've basically gotten rid of all the horrible influences and assholes in my life which in itself is making me very happy indeed.

Here are some pictures, just because things are more interesting with them.

Kitty and me

Until next time folks!

And who needs love when there's southern comfort And who needs love at all.

It has been raining here for some time now. Supposed to be nicer this week, but who knows if the 'Weatherman' is on his game-Is he ever? These last two weeks have been really hard and stressful. I'm not sure if I am extremely emotional/off the wall because of the weather, or if I'm starting to let things go through therapy, or if I'm just mental. I haven't been sleeping very well either, my pattern is completely off. That's something I'm trying hard to work on right now. I feel like a fucking failure if I sleep in past 10AM. A few days ago I was laying wide awake at 3AM and all of a sudden I just started crying, just pure bawling. I had no clue what was going on-I just felt sad, and I missed all the friends that had ever moved away from me, and felt helpless. That went on for an hour straight. Needless to say, I am very excited to talk to my psychologist tomorrow and let him know what's going on. It's definitely possible that alcohol is effecting me as well. Some type of detox. Really trying to quit, or at the very least cut the fuck back.

Im sure you all think I'm insane. I don't generally talk about my inner stirrings here, but I need some type of release at least. I've been having all these weird rhymes and poems floating around in my skull for the past few days too, and dreams, tons and tons of vivid dreams.

I HAVE been feeling better with each day. I'm pretty good today actually. So good I took some pictures.

                                                                                  Rainy day worm

                                                            My friend walking away from me in the alley







                                                       Annnd for your viewing pleasure-One of these!:

Goodnight.

Update!

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Oh trololo.

Haven't written in a while folks! Been busy busy. Trying to keep on that nice little wagon everyone stays on so easily. I made some more jewelry because, you know I'm cool like that.

Pretty pretty!

Life is becoming depressing. I need a job so badly. I'm just going to be a hooker-It's decided. Might go to a trip to the mountains between the 23-25 or so. I think I need it. I'm exhausted with the city.

Fightin' with the neighbors, Screwin the wife. Hip hop music ruined my life.

So I decided to take up a new hobby which could potentially make me some money (fingers crossed).
Picked up some jewelry supplies and started making home made beads out of old magazine ads. The ending products look something like this:

The long spinny beads are made out of paper that I rolled myself. Pretty sweet. Also been making a lot of hemp bracelets. Im turning into a hippie-OH GOD. Let me know if you like?


Drawings soon.

The PMS tree.

Oh hey.
I've been busy/lazy/gaming lately so here's a video of one of my favorite songs at the moment!
You'll enjoy, I know. I'm on this Rockabilly/Psychobilly kick right now. Also-If you have time you can recommend my blog-because well-I'm awesome, and I'd probably love you foreverrr! Happy ending only 5 dollah!

xoxo

You look a little puzzled.

So the new sober activity is puzzles. All sorts of puzzles. Bright, big, small, candy filled, mind numbing, eye sizzling puzzles. I do find it enjoyable although I get a little bit too into it-staring in the same spot for what seems like hours. Here is what was accomplished today:

Aw look, Im so arty. Anyway, it's been raining for 5 or 6 days straight and my little tomat-er plants and herb garden thing are loving it. I feel like I'm 80 when I talk about the plants I'm growing. Also I learned I really like tax refunds and I'm going to do my taxes more often. Speaking of taxes, I have a job interview tomorrow at EB Games for Assistant Manager. Remember a few posts ago I was talking about that? And I really thought they weren't going to call me BUT THEY DID because I'm awesome and going to naaaaiiiilllllll itttttt! If I don't get the job I am seriously going to sink into a pit of depression. Need a job-going out of my mind.

I drew a picture quickly in-between all the puzzling I've been doing. You better like it. I hate the shovel.

Im going to upload a video of my friends dog being excited on the way to my house to see my dog. You'll loveitttt. Until then lovers.


Update: Here's the video.

Zombies ate her brain.

This is the coolest thing I've ever drawn.
I made it for someone I know who is moving away and is the only person in the world who believes in my art 100%. Im really going to miss him.
Sorry for the lack of posts lately, I've been kind of busy. Still looking for jobs and not finding anything. I had a good prospect until the girl gave me a surprise math test and I was kind of like OH SHIT. I failed. SURPRISE.
Then I walked away laughing because I remember all those lectures from math teachers.




I have a few pictures to share with you, sorry for low quality, but now I can't find the charger for my camera battery. Imagine that haha.


I planted some herbs and a couple tomato plants. I'm super excited about that actually. I like growing things, especially herbs.

Here's a hippo, he's slightly retarded.

PS I HAVE 1000 VIEWS NOW.  yay!